Season 2: Light, where art thou?

One wrong step and here I am tumbling down into an abyss, all dark and hopeless. Will somebody shine a torch here or do I need to find Light? If I were to stop depending on others, I don't even know where to start searching for It. I believe I am special, someone who can accomplish miracles. But the more I try, the more disappointments I face. Am I just an average kid? Well, the more I self reflect, the more I think so. Some people are gifted, and I am not one of them. Unlike me who struggles to find Light, they are the source of Light themselves. Should I just stay in the abyss, learn to love the Dark?